Have you really changed or is it me? Maybe I let myself think that all my wants were really needs. I need to figure out what it is that I need in a man. I need to get away from all the stuff that keeps upsetting me. I need to learn how to be honest with Jake and with myself. I need to stop trying to convince myself of the wrong things. It isn't ( Read more... )

I can't wait to go to Raine's new place and sleep over there. I just met Dawn on Sunday. Dad and I took one of my four beds over to Lorraine cause she didn't have one. I was just sharing the wealth, baby. Dawn seems really cute but I'll have to get to know her better to really have a solid opinion about her ( Read more... )

Jake is in town for this week and it seems that he won't even listen to me. I don't really care all that much but I don't want his mom getting mad at him because he won't stop the stupid comments. Yes, Jake, I think your comments are funny but your mom hates them so quit it! Eva has said a couple times that he only listens to me and I find that ( Read more... )

I have decided that I am, in fact, a cry baby! No, its not a bad thing. It seems that in these past few years I've gotten to be more sensitive than I used to be. That's perfectly okay with me because its not like I start to cry in public (unless I really have to cry) but I do cry a lot when I'm alone in my room. I kinda like crying sometimes though ( Read more... )

Why do people do this to me? Jake hasn't talked to me in over a week. I don't think he should have to call me everyday but he should email me or something every couple of days just so I know he's alive. I got a call from his mother last night. She said that he told her that he was going to drive up here (for those of you who don't know, Jake lives ( Read more... )

Why do my friends insist on using the 'Holier Than Thou' approach when it come to dealing with me? Are they trying to be assholes? I just found out that my stupid fiance got arrested for possession (of what I don't know) and curfew. I was telling my good friend Tim about it and all he could say was "I told you so!" and "Calm down Bree." Excuse me? ( Read more... )